November 2011
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Procession moves on, the shouting is over. Praise to the glory of loved ones now gone. Talking aloud as they sit round their tables, scattering flowers washed down by the rain. Stood by the gate at the foot of the garden, watching them pass like clouds in the sky. Try to cry out in the heat of the moment, possessed by a fury that burns from inside.
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Why don’t you kill yourself? You ain’t no use to no-one else. I heard you had your stomach pumped four times already this week, you chose to gamble with love, and you just been on a losing streak.
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However far away, I will always love you. However long I stay, I will always love you. What ever words I say, I will always love you. I will always love you.
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Everywhere I turn, the finger points at me. You’ll never understand, I’m in misery. ‘Cause baby without you I have no one. Oh, my sweet darling what have I done. And I don’t want to live this life.
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Last night I dreamt that somebody loved me, no hope, no harm, just another false alarm. Last night I felt real arms around me, no hope, no harm, just another false alarm So, tell me how long before the last one? And tell me how long before the right one? The story is old - I know, but it goes on.
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Confusion in her eyes that says it all, she’s lost control. And she’s clinging to the nearest passer by, she’s lost control. And she gave away the secrets of her past, and said I’ve lost control again, and of a voice that told her when and where to act, she said I’ve lost control again.
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When you’re a teenager and in your early twenties it seems desperately eternal and excruciatingly painful. Whereas as you grow older you realise that most things are excruciatingly painful and that is the human condition. Most of us continue to survive because we’re convinced that somewhere along the line, with grit and determination and perseverance, we will end up in some magical union with...
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Ruin your fucking self before they do. Otherwise they’ll screw you because you’re a nobody. They’ll keep you alive but you’ll have to crawl and say ‘thank you’ for every bone they throw. It’s better to stay drunk or shoot junk and be a crazy fucker. If the rich guys want to play with you, make them get their hands dirty. Send them away gagging, or sobbing...
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Don’t get any big ideas, they’re not gonna happen. You paint yourself white, and fill up with noise, but there’ll be something missing. Now that you’ve found it, it’s gone. Now that you feel it, you don’t. You’ve gone off the rails. So don’t get any big ideas, they’re not gonna happen. You’ll go to hell for what your dirty mind is...
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You tell me I’m lost and I don’t seem too sure what to do. There’s a fire in my head and I’m blinded by bullets. Dancing to nowhere I’m losing my head, and the man at the bar that night recall that he needed his gun. Sister, I’ve lost all the feeling. I’m lost and I’m sold, I lay down beside you. Sister, I’m blinded. It’s only my eyes...
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Mother I tried please believe me, I’m doing the best that I can. I’m ashamed of the things I’ve been put through, I’m ashamed of the person I am.
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